However I don’t feel the bittersweet sentiments and desire for memories right now. I have no foresight of painful goodbyes. I wonder why. It just feels like there’s no care in the world. I know this feeling is going to change this Friday but let’s just enjoy the moment, laugh at its stupidity, and party like a rockstar.
If you don’t gusta me then I’m not gonna try to make you like me. I can make other friends. If you wanna work on it then I’m not gonna stop you. But if you genuinely don’t get my humor or my jazz then we’re probably not going to be too cool to each other about.
This excludes family. If you’re family, we gon try to make it work! YOU BETTER LIKE ME :D.
And family doesn’t have to be limited to blood.
If you’re going out with the purpose of having fun, worry less on wasting money and more on enjoying the moment. And please please tip. Its like saying “bless you” to someone who sneezes; its common courtesy.
Also when its almost 100 degrees outside, invest in A/C, cause that’s just torture.
Oh I must have seen your car look-a-like then o.o
I am confident that I probably did not get any of them.
I was only kidding when thought of biophysics after seeing biochemistry.
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But I simply want to say, lots of love. You are so loved.
“[She] might not make it through the night.”
“The doctors said it was hopeless.”
Today, I went to a retreat that was missing both fun and spirituality for the students.
Today, I lead a group on an expedition the best I could though it lacked someone important.
Today, I found out that someone dear to me went into a coma after a tragic car accident.
Today, I spontaneously wanted to pray.
Today, I remembered that person telling me “The Holy Spirit comes to you when you cry”
Today, I cried in public while praying.
Today seemed like a spiritual trial to me. Dark, deep, but not regretful.
In middle school, when other kids counted down the days left of school in their planner, I wrote how many days I’ve been alive. And that number seemed so little to me.
I thought after AP tests, I was going to be done with high school but I was wrong. I still feel as stressed out as before. Things I used to like I hate now. I can’t help but to scream inside my head when something goes wrong. I’m getting headaches everyday and the only relief is sleep: an escape from reality. I’m just looking forward to this potentially destructive weekend. I’m going out of town for my cousins graduation. There, I’ll be with family, and perhaps they can reinvigorate me.
